I have strange feeling coming over me while staring at this
Blog site. It has been awhile since I actually typed up my feelings and
thoughts online. My blogging skills might be rusty since it has been a couple of years now that I actually typed up something rather than an essay for school. I miss my old Xanga account since I had it for such a long
time, but I forgot my password and I can’t seem to log on anymore. I guess this is my new home now.
My friends have already been blogging on this site for at
least a year and I finally decided it was time for me to open an account here…and
plus I’m lazy too write everything down in the traditional way (pencil and
paper). I think this is a good way to
express myself and it’s very therapeutic for me since I have been through a lot
these past few months. I have been an emotional wreck, but I’m slowly
recovering from a broken heart.
I see myself transition into another person for these past
3.5 years and I don’t like myself at the moment. People used to look at me and know that I was
the friendly person…but I don’t feel or see myself that way as much as I used
to. Somehow I feel lost and confused
that I have lost my way for who I am. This year and years to come I hope I get
to pick up the missing pieces that I have lost, misplaced, or gain to discover…let this blog site transport me somewhere else!
My goal is write at least once a week since I am really busy with school and interning/working. And at the end of every blog there shall be a song or poem that will describe me in what I am feeling at the moment.
"Forever And Almost Always" By Kate V.
Things will get better and you will pick up the pieces and return to your self that you know and love (: hang in there.
ReplyDeleteWelcome to blogging! :D
ReplyDeleteDon't worry Pengie, right now, you may feel like you are broken and you are unsure of yourself, but think of it this way,~ Now you can start a new beginning of yourself while finding pieces of your old self to make a new self! (dunno if that made sense) haha!
I think its just because you haven't had much happiness going on lately, so you can't be your cheerful self! Right now you are taking on more responsibilities and becoming more of an adult. Mayb thats why it seems so different? Bc we are all growing.